Sep
11
2009
I know there will be many tributes and memorials today. As I think back to this day, I can’t help but feel a little of what I felt on that day. I remember getting a call very early in the morning, and knowing it wasn’t good. Of course, I had no idea how ‘not good’ [...]
Tags: 9/11, going to church, old habits, tragedy
Sep
09
2009
If I knew then what I know now I would have:
Questioned the church leaders a LOT more, and made them actually answer my questions
Stopped being friends with people just because I thought I had to be (even though I didn’t like them!)
Told that church going asshole that he WAS an ASSHOLE
Dated that nice non-christian guy [...]
Tags: guilt, I wish I knew then, what I know now, what if
Aug
15
2009
I’ve been traveling, and had a very good dinner last night with a good friend. We started talking about spirituality, and what each of us believes, and it was a very interesting conversation. I told her, that after 10 years away from the church, I know I don’t believe in Christianity, and that I’m skeptical [...]
Tags: Agnostic, Friends, religion, What I believe, what I don't believe
Aug
11
2009
Okay, wait a minute. You must be kidding right… there is church… at night!? What kind of amazing utopia is this? I get to come in on Sunday morning, sing, worship, study the Bible, hang with friends… then I get to have lunch with my friends… then I get to hang out with my friends [...]
Tags: Christianity, High School, leadership, youth group
Jul
25
2009
This is the next in the series I’m writing about my personal experience in becoming, being and ultimately not being a Christian. This ’series’ is really the heart of my blog, as it is really why I started it. To share with others who may be going through what I did (and to share with [...]
Jun
20
2009
During my youth group years, the one way I was able to ‘rebel’ was to listen to music that was not Christian. I mean, I always said I like bands like DC Talk, Michael W. Smith, Amy Grant, Steven Curtis Chapman, etc. But really… I like Depeche Mode, Nirvana, The Cure, even some Naughty By [...]
Tags: christian, music, secular, tori amos, youth group
Jun
12
2009
Well… it was fun while it lasted over at my first domain, but I’ve decided I want the freedom that having my own domain will give. So, I bit the bullet, bought my url and got a hosting service. The only real downside is that I cannot direct my old domain to this one (can”t [...]
Tags: Christianity, Leaving Religion, New Blog, New site
Jun
11
2009
So, I found my old NIV Bible (that cost around $100, by the way… ), and in it, I found some old pieces of paper that I had written various notes on. One is a note that we were told to write in a Bible Study. It was a ‘Commitment note’ that you were to [...]
Tags: Christianity, Commitment, Husband, Letter, Old Notes, wife
May
29
2009
During my high school years, and even early college, I hung on to my religion and church tightly. I did everything they asked of me and more. I was the poster child for what a person should do to gain entry into heaven, and more importantly, gain acceptance by church going peers. [...]
May
13
2009
I know I’ve taken a bit of a hiatus. I am back, and ready to write more frequently. I just stumbled upon a blog, Unreasonable Faith, and have enjoyed scratching the surface of it. The person writing it has a very similar background as mine, and it is a refreshing blog that has well thought [...]
Tags: I'm Back, Leaving Religion