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Sep 11 2009

Old habits die hard, in moments like these…

I know there will be many tributes and memorials today.  As I think back to this day, I can’t help but feel a little of what I felt on that day.  I remember getting a call very early in the morning, and knowing it wasn’t good.  Of course, I had no idea how ‘not good’ [...]

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Sep 09 2009

I wish I knew then…

If I knew then what I know now I would have:

Questioned the church leaders a LOT more, and made them actually answer my questions
Stopped being friends with people just because I thought I had to be (even though I didn’t like them!)
Told that church going asshole that he WAS an ASSHOLE
Dated that nice non-christian guy [...]

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Aug 15 2009

Thoughts on an Early Saturday Morning…

I’ve been traveling, and had a very good dinner last night with a good friend.  We started talking about spirituality, and what each of us believes, and it was a very interesting conversation.  I told her, that after 10 years away from the church, I know I don’t believe in Christianity, and that I’m skeptical [...]

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Aug 11 2009

I Liked The Night Life…

Okay, wait a minute.  You must be kidding right… there is church… at night!?  What kind of amazing utopia is this?  I get to come in on Sunday morning, sing, worship, study the Bible, hang with friends… then I get to have lunch with my friends… then I get to hang out with my friends [...]

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Jul 25 2009

So… I’m Saved… Now What?

This is the next in the series I’m writing about my personal experience in becoming, being and ultimately not being a Christian.  This ’series’ is really the heart of my blog, as it is really why I started it.  To share with others who may be going through what I did (and to share with [...]

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Jun 20 2009

My Music – My Rebellion

During my youth group years, the one way I was able to ‘rebel’ was to listen to music that was not Christian.  I mean, I always said I like bands like DC Talk, Michael W. Smith, Amy Grant, Steven Curtis Chapman, etc.  But really… I like Depeche Mode, Nirvana, The Cure, even some Naughty By [...]

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Jun 12 2009

At My New Home

Well… it was fun while it lasted over at my first domain, but I’ve decided I want the freedom that having my own domain will give.  So, I bit the bullet, bought my url and got a hosting service.  The only real downside is that I cannot direct my old domain to this one (can”t [...]

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Jun 11 2009

Commitment to Future Husband

So, I found my old NIV Bible (that cost around $100, by the way… ), and in it, I found some old pieces of paper that I had written various notes on.  One is a note that we were told to write in a Bible Study.  It was a ‘Commitment note’ that you were to [...]

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May 29 2009

The Guilt… my god… the guilt!

During my high school years, and even early college, I hung on to my religion and church tightly. I did everything they asked of me and more. I was the poster child for what a person should do to gain entry into heaven, and more importantly, gain acceptance by church going peers. [...]

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May 13 2009

Re-inspired to Write

I know I’ve taken a bit of a hiatus.  I am back, and ready to write more frequently.  I just stumbled upon a blog, Unreasonable Faith, and have enjoyed scratching the surface of it.  The person writing it has a very similar background as mine, and it is a refreshing blog that has well thought [...]

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